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I took my pills, why can’t I be happy yet?

2022.01.25 11:56 neednewusernamewtf I took my pills, why can’t I be happy yet?

TW: depression, anxiety, self harm, and general patheticness I guess
(17f, almost 18) I don’t understand. I’ve been on a variation of meds for over 3 years, the type and diseases has changed multiple times and my psychiatrist says that this current one is what I should stay on for a while longer. I’ve stayed consistent for the most part. I definitely have noticed a difference when I skip a day or two (usually because I’m just so tired of it all) but I get back on track and I’m still not happy. I’m still not ok, I’m still not even stable for a long period of time. They said I need to do things, and can’t rely solely on medicine but I haven’t been. I’ve been active, I’ve been trying to be productive in life, but I don’t notice any victories mood wise. It’s like that audio that was popular a month ago : “It’s raining, why is it still raining, I did what I was supposed to. That’s not fair.” I’ve been doing what I’m supposed to. Why? Why is this so hard? I know I’m young, I know I haven’t experienced most of what life has both to offer and throw at me but if this is just a taste of it then I’m not so sure I want to:/ I just want to sleep, I’m numb already so what’s another variation? I can’t cut again, I can’t explain that psychological reason for it but I just can’t do it again and I’m thankful for that, but god sometimes I’m just so tempted and it hurts. It hurts to cut but it hurts even more that I have these reasons to cut, that’s I’m 18 and have to carry around all of these screams in my head and the pain. Most of everything effects my mood in a negative way. When my family is nice to me it makes me sad because being included and being appreciated isn’t the norm and that realization isn’t the most happy thought. My partner who I love (yes I’m 17 and may not know what real love is but what’s real love to you then?) is always here to listen but I can’t bring myself to fully admit that I’m just so broken. Broken? Broken. I also can’t bring myself to be such a burden on them. This all just hurts, and when it isn’t hurting I’m numb for the most part. The constant critic I get from my family members, the excessive load of work I simply cannot bring myself to do, and even cleaning my room is all just too much to deal with. I’ve understood the concept of suicide since I was 4, I’ve dealt with mental and physical illness from even before then. I’m just so sad. Depressed, tired, broken, whatever you want to call it, I’m just using sad because that’s the most raw form of it that I can think of right now. Can someone help? Please? Just your story, just any advice you can think to give, any happy memory or pictures even. I don’t know, I’m just tired and would really appreciate advice right about now. Thanks for reading if you made it this far, it’s nice to feel like someone listened:)
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2022.01.25 11:56 Derpy__God Old sketch from a previous valentines day😏

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2022.01.25 11:56 realandrew Rainbow Six Siege Update 2.18 Patch Notes (1.000.022) - Official

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2022.01.25 11:56 Ariiyanna My hips hurts after running, but only in winter

When I ran in summer I didn’t have this problem at all.
But now in winter my left hip starts hurting while running. It’s always the left hip, nothing else in my body. The pain stays for a couple of days whenever I walk and hurts enough that I don’t go running again until it goes away.
It is definitely related to winter, since I had this problem before in winter when I just walked for really long.
Is this something I should see a doctor about? Google tells me I have gout, but I am only in my 20s.
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2022.01.25 11:56 im_not_bovvered Big Dogs vs. Little Dogs

Hi all,
I recently got another dog after being without one for about 5 years... it's been a learning curve again. I'm a big dog person and have a Berner. I'm in NYC and there are actually a lot of big dogs in my neighborhood, but just a ton of dogs in general. I've noticed, whenever walking and minding our own business and we turn a corner or walk by a dog that loses it's mind at just the sight of my dog, it's a small dog. Like just "I want to murder you" lunging at my dog, even if the owner has the dog in its arms. I don't really see as much of that behavior from bigger dogs, but it seems like it happens frequently from the smaller ones. I don't know if small dogs do it to each other or it's just because I have a bigger dog (my puppy is about 35 lbs right now at almost 4 months).
Is there something I can do to mitigate this problem aside from just crossing the street every 5 seconds? My dog just keeps walking and gets upset whenever another dog screams at him, so we just keep moving, but it would be great if it didn't happen to begin with. I'm not sure why it happens and it seems like so many of them would bite either of us without prompt or hesitation, but I'd love to avoid it.
Is this a little dog thing or a little vs. big dog thing? Any insight is appreciated.
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2022.01.25 11:56 RodgerstoJordy Hey Raven nation

Just wanted to say I’m doing ok now. Heartbreaking loss Saturday night for us. That one hurt a lot. Painful defeat. I love you guys and hope you get back to the playoffs next season.
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2022.01.25 11:56 skysnky Buying two 2 friends tix for 1/28 (Friday) in nyc!

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2022.01.25 11:56 wazertha Petition: Add damage breakdown in Aghanims labyrinth.

As title says.
It could be cool to have it after each boss fight as well.
Me and my friend is discussing who did the most damage and there is no way to know.
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Add more heroes for sure. More levels. Endless mode. More passive progression system.
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2022.01.25 11:56 blackchandler Dewey’s Phone

I saw a post a few days ago here with a screenshot of Dewey’s contacts, but I can’t find it again. Does anyone happen to have a link?
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